Meh

Today I am feeling a bit better than I was during that last entry. I have been very tired, but I have always been one to just fall asleep if I stay still too long, except for during bouts of insomnia. I prefer to lay down all the time, because I am just lazy I guess. Anyway, today was fairly uneventful.

All in all, I am a pretty dull person, I think. I like to do things that tend to not involve other people. I like reading, crafting, playing video games, watching movies or shows, listening to a lot of music, etc. I don't really leave the house unless I need to go to work, or run errands necessary for taking care of the household. I have also found that I hate hearing my messenger sound go off, unless it's Daddy sending me a message. I cringe when I hear that *ding*.

Yes, I said Daddy. I have a Daddy, not a biological father figure, a Daddy Dom. I can't see myself wanting a boyfriend right now, but I love being his Little. We have unstable moments, but that's something I am willing to put up with. There is comfort in the familiarity of our dysfunctional, long distance game that we play with one another.  I see it as something way more serious than a game, but let's be real, he says he doesn't want to be a boyfriend, but it's hard for us to stay away from one another, well, online that is, I guess. I don't know, I am fine with what's happening. I admit that I want it to blossom to something way more serious, and I have told him that, but I am also willing to just ride this out, and see what happens. I know that it could lead to heartbreak, but who knows. Life is way to short to just play it safe all of the time.

Well, I am tired and I guess I should lay down for a minute.